A moment of despair...

Even now this hollow sensation

I'm tired it's always the same I can't just get it off my mind

Everything was fine, normal till those words came

How many times does this happen?

How many times do I have to feel this?

I'm sick of this!

I want to get my life far away from this!

I'm glad she is dead!

no.. she is not dead, I am

Is it too late now? it's already been damaged...

but no... that's right! there's still that imitation!

I can't just satisfy myself with toy with a resemblance

It's just a rag doll... but it's hurting too much

It's so disgusting... to feel this

How long are u gonna keep holding back?! HURRY UP AND KILL ME!

Say something, you mannequin!

hehehe... do you know what this feel is like? when I saw you... I enjoyed every minute of it

It was just as sweet and seductive as a deal with the devil!

I like it! I can't get this off my mind, but I hate it!

Time hasn't changed me... I'm still the same, nothing has changed except you...

you your lies and "that"

ahh.. this is just for pretend though...

so that when I see it again... I won't cry

forget about that happiness, wake up, wake up that wasn't real happiness!

Everything was just an illusion made by... memories

It's my mind the one who is always trying to go back not my heart...

But someday we'll be able to rejoin those memories and then...

oh no... you may abandon me like you did before!

I'm not sad, I'm just tired, I want this to die!

I'm just sick of you clinging to me like this...

It hurts, It hurts... but what can I do? It has been always in me since that day...

I wonder if it'll happen again... I hope it will hehehe

I can't be your happiness, you can't be my happiness

I'll never be what you really wanted...

someday, sometime, someway

it will be as before