Cynically Melancholic ~ from anxiety to impatience

~Today again~
I'm all nervous because you haven't said anything!

But I won't let you like that girly boy, still I wonder will you go out with me?

I just keep hearing your "lalala" but it's being so senseless over the time

How come I can't remember the spell that made me like you..

Laughing, laughing and she keeps falling... and my heartbeat is still horrybly loud

Egotistical, Arrogant, & Selfish
"But, don't forget just one thing! You and I are together!
Don't forget something else! Even if we get bored with each other
My loving you won't change, so don't leave me!!
Don't leave me...don't leave me...
Stay close to me...don't leave me...
Don't don't don't leave me, don't don't don't leave me, don't don't...don't leave me"

The answer is hidden somewhere in this despair...

~Wishing for a sorrowless tomorrow, but still repeating the same words...~


The clown standing in front of me is laughing