1.20.2006

Thank you for sucking my life away...~again~

January 20th: Today is January 20, Manliness Day. I've come to think
that being called 'manly' is a bad thing, like how the words 'naive'
and 'innocent' mean 'airhead' when used in a bad way. Is this what
they mean by growing up?... but I haven't grown up yet anywaaaaay...

Today also was a significant day--- Half of everything in this world is really odd...--

Pase calculo por fin al fin! prometo ir a la iglesia! o almenos pasar por donde halla una! wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu con 7 pero bueno pase ya y lo celebre echandome a perder el 95% de la historia de kingdom hearts 2 -.- whatever...

In other things...

El gato me mordio, me saco sangre, y me dio lepra jajaja no bueno eso no... aun no le pongo nombre definitivo supongo que se llamara aoi o boku o tal ves diz who knows anyway!

I wonder if you like to suck my life with games or with words? and so my yellow wife strikes again!..

I may not have a heart but still I feel this pain... ~ Roxas kh2

1.15.2006

Cynically Melancholic ~ from anxiety to impatience

~Today again~
I'm all nervous because you haven't said anything!

But I won't let you like that girly boy, still I wonder will you go out with me?

I just keep hearing your "lalala" but it's being so senseless over the time

How come I can't remember the spell that made me like you..

Laughing, laughing and she keeps falling... and my heartbeat is still horrybly loud

Egotistical, Arrogant, & Selfish

"But, don't forget just one thing! You and I are together!
Don't forget something else! Even if we get bored with each other
My loving you won't change, so don't leave me!!
Don't leave me...don't leave me...
Stay close to me...don't leave me...
Don't don't don't leave me, don't don't don't leave me, don't don't...don't leave me"

The answer is hidden somewhere in this despair...

~Wishing for a sorrowless tomorrow, but still repeating the same words...~


The clown standing in front of me is laughing