6.03.2005

Sad Kuropie

Hoy hice el examen de la uni y... sin comentarios >_>...

Si alguien lo nota por cierto quite el tag por razones... errr

Well here I come...

Hearing you cry... with a trembling voice I do not know what to say.... I just want tell you that I'm sorry for everything I did to you, the way I made you feel, everything...

I know I have been so cold with you, but this is the way I am, this is the way I have always been and nothing has changed in me...

I can't be your happiness, I can't be what you always wanted I'm just like anyone else and nothing more...

We can't share our happiness and sadness altogether, no matter how much I miss it I can no longer hold it, it has been years but silently had to end and pass onwards...

So sweet your smile was and I just miss it but it's ok someday we will meet again just like how we did...

Everything fades so slowly, it's the pain that you feel that I cannot understand

This dream and illusion had to end someway and this is it

but this foolish words won't stop what had already began

Thank you and forgive me

"Then to be touched by sadness like you once were, to be stained by hatred like you were before, All those things no longer exist anymore "

6.01.2005

A moment of despair...

Even now this hollow sensation

I'm tired it's always the same I can't just get it off my mind

Everything was fine, normal till those words came

How many times does this happen?

How many times do I have to feel this?

I'm sick of this!

I want to get my life far away from this!

I'm glad she is dead!

no.. she is not dead, I am

Is it too late now? it's already been damaged...

but no... that's right! there's still that imitation!

I can't just satisfy myself with toy with a resemblance

It's just a rag doll... but it's hurting too much

It's so disgusting... to feel this

How long are u gonna keep holding back?! HURRY UP AND KILL ME!

Say something, you mannequin!

hehehe... do you know what this feel is like? when I saw you... I enjoyed every minute of it

It was just as sweet and seductive as a deal with the devil!

I like it! I can't get this off my mind, but I hate it!

Time hasn't changed me... I'm still the same, nothing has changed except you...

you your lies and "that"

ahh.. this is just for pretend though...

so that when I see it again... I won't cry

forget about that happiness, wake up, wake up that wasn't real happiness!

Everything was just an illusion made by... memories

It's my mind the one who is always trying to go back not my heart...

But someday we'll be able to rejoin those memories and then...

oh no... you may abandon me like you did before!

I'm not sad, I'm just tired, I want this to die!

I'm just sick of you clinging to me like this...

It hurts, It hurts... but what can I do? It has been always in me since that day...

I wonder if it'll happen again... I hope it will hehehe

I can't be your happiness, you can't be my happiness

I'll never be what you really wanted...

someday, sometime, someway

it will be as before

5.31.2005

PIE, PIE, KUROPIE!

Bueno hoy no hay nada interesante que comentar solo que faltan 2 dias para mi examen de la uni >_>...

The seasons pass, and winter once again comes, snow begins to fall. Many things in the town turn to white, and someone must be out there starting a new madness...

If you crack open the door to fairyland just a bit, you can always meet them...

Time dissolves and then...

pie pie

I wonder if

kuropie

someday I'll

pie pie

be able

kuropie

to meet you again

pie pie

but please

kuropie

do not be sad

kuropie ~ The cheerful girl with time in both of her eyes is laughing at you

kuropie ~ My world begins to talk

kuropie ~ But.. sometime sometime sometime it will be as before...

5.30.2005

~ The innevitable dream ~

Dicen que las ranas comen patos... >_>

Hoy es el american memorial day:

"Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service."

Part 4:

Epilogue

Does Pietro still hear the doll's calling voices?

And thus Pietro lay in eternal sleep. Though it is sad, because he was able to spend his last with moments in happiness with his friends, Pietro's sleeping face was at peace.

Happiness is that... just a wonderful moment that everyone wants to last forever, yet it passes silently onwards...

Thus pietro story ends here...

The final wish... farewell